“ Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it’s most important not to be disappointed that it’s over, but glad that it happened at all.

You know what?...

Have you ever wondered...

Why people wear their wedding bands on the 4th finger of their left hands?

Weeeeeeell, apparently...

Its because..

In that 4th finger there's a vein that leads straight to your heart. :)

TEEHEE. :D

xoxo rusty.

You Know What?..

I like the way you sound in the morning.

:3

xoxo rusty

Hey, you. :)

I forgot to give you this! :O sorry. heh. ;p

xoxo karen ;)

=)

YAY :D

Yeah it was pretty much 100% perfect. :)

HAHA too private to post up on a public blog which I know for a fact some people read. :p posting it on my tumblr instead. ;P

THANK YOU Felicia, I love you!! :D

xoxo rusty

Things are like........ SO much better at the moment.

Yeah and I'm praying that it lasts. (:

What is it about him that makes me so....... IDK. Emotional. And by emotional I don't necessarily mean SAD or something, I mean, I feel a WHOLE range of emotions. Anyone around me could tell you the way I'm acting right now is so cottton candy sweet and happy that they could just puke.

Oh, but I don't care.

I still feel homesick though. Its the islands. I have this sudden craving, these past few days, to go to an island (IN SABAH) and breathe in the smell of the ocean. And the view, needless for me to say how I feel about THAT. (:

In June. In June I shall get to go home. The knowledge of this is getting me through everything, every homesick little voice in my head is being silenced by the fact that ITS ONLY 2 MONTHS AWAY.

xoxo rusty

I don't know what to say. Or at least I don't know what to say without sounding too yucky. I don't like sounding yucky. LOL.

You make me..

Take risks. Break rules. Laugh. Smile for no apparent reason. Cry. Get pissed off (but thats okay sometimes :p). Dream. Wake up super duper early and yet not feel even a teeny tiny bit cranky. Enthusiastic. Nervous. Think. Motivated. Patient.

And quite simply and in the simplest words possible- you make me happy. (:

Okay thats enough. Big hug! :D

xoxo rusty.

".... Honey I love the way you're everything I ever wanted." ;)

Taylor Swift (urgh I hate her cos she got to kiss Taylor Lautner. :( )

But I like her songs! :D

xoxo Rusty (:

Oh and P/S I like short hair more than long since I chopped off my hair a week ago. :D LOL.

Oh stuck in the jungle. *rolls eyes*

These few days I've been like stuck in a little bubble, my tendency to suddenly giggle, or suddenly smile for no apparent reason is at an all-time high.

Maybe I'm going crazy.

I do admit though, that its hard for me. Simply because I've never done something like this and I've never cared enough to try. Until now. And much as I find it difficult, I wouldn't change a thing although sometimes I do wish it was a little bit easier.

Still, if it came easy then I wouldn't appreciate it so much, now would I?.. maybe this is all part of God's plan for me.

I still doubt myself at times. Confident as I am, insecurity still manages to seep in from time to time.

xoxo rusty.

"No one can get in the way of what I'm feeling..

No one can get in the way of what I feel for you."

(Alicia Keys, I totally admire her and love her songs ;))

=)

You make me smile like the sun,

Fall outta bed, sing like a bird,

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night..

You make me dance like a fool,

Forget how to breathe,

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee,

Just the thought of you can drive me wild,

Oh you make me smile. =)

Somebody help me, I'm losing my mind.

xoxo karen

p/s We're so alike it scares me sometimes.