We played badminton this evening, me and Felicia.

And she said something that I didn't realise, but now I hear it I know its true.

She said, I haven't seen you really happy in a long time.

TRUE. I.... haven't really been very happy lately I guess.. I laugh but I never really feel HAPPY.. I don't know why..

Maybe its a case of me missing home. :P

Scared.Paranoid.Afraid.ToomanypeopletellingmewhatIshoulddo.

xoxo karen