My new, non-plastic best friend. :)

My newest best friend. Isn't she adorable?? :DD






i LURVE her!! :)) muaks muaks muaks. :)) hehe. DAMN. im leaving soon. and leaving this adorable lil puppy behind. :(( *sniff*


xoxo karen

Friendship Sweaters are SO in. :D

I HAD A SHOPPING SPREE!! :D hehe. oh, the joys of owning a credit card. :))) hehe. who says money can't buy happiness? ;) i'm certainly very perky right now. hehe. Kim and i went to MNG and bought the EXACT SAME black classic sweater. :)) it was a very nice sweater. LOL. i love it alot alot. samson calls it our friendship sweater! :)) and then we went to Tropicana Life and saw the prettiest necklaces so we bought one each. again, EXACTLY THE SAME. except hers was gold and mine's silver. :)) haha. it looks roxy, but its not. :P its our friendship necklace!! :D

I AM SO DEPRESSED!!! I don't wanna leave! I love my friends here. :(( im excited to start studying there and all, but i love my friends here. :( I don't wanna leave kim. i HATE to leave samson. and i'll miss jovi cos he makes me laugh. :(( haha. everyone i care about it HERE and i'll be THERE. :( and i HATE PACKING. i sulk everytime my mum tries to get me to pack. :P i'm like a little kid all over again. :(( oh my gosh. next thursday man.. :((

xoxo karen

Bloodsuckers! XD

Wheeeee!! :) Watched Blood: The Last Vampire today with samson. HORRIBLE!! :P anyone who hasn't watched this, please don't. It was awful. Save your movie ticket money and get a ticket to watch Transformers instead. :D HAHA. Kim, if you're reading this i bet you're saying "YESSSSS!!!!" and jumping up and down joyfully. :D HAHA. but on a brighter note, i did enjoy spending time with samson. :) i wonder if you're reading this. yes, yes, i really enjoy ur company. :)) and im soooooo gonna miss you when i leave. OMG. by this time next week i'll be in KL. :( i know im so happy i got this chance to leave, and to start over and all, but now that its actually happening i feel kinda sad knowing what i'm leaving behind.. :((

xoxo karen

If Today Was your last day

I find myself totally addicted to this song by Nickelback.
If Today was your last day..
its not really so much of the tune or anything,
its more of the lyrics that i'm in love with.. :)
and i think its something to live by.. :)
My favourite lines are the coloured ones.. :) LOL. 


My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

What the hell. face it, i pretty much love all the lyrics. :)
its like so inspiring.. :)

xoxo karen

At 5.00 am, retarded muffins. :P

*yawn*. It's way too early to be awake. :( and guess what i'm doing awake so early. I'm making muffins! :P NO, wait. MUTATED muffins. :P haha. Kimberley had the most brilliant idea, to put all sorts of stuff into our muffins.. so i added in Smarties and chocolate. :D lol. Being the chocoholic, i'm not complaining. Its the lazy side of me thats screaming in my head, asking me what i'm doing awake so early. :P LOL. looks good eh? :DD retarded muffin. :D






Anyways, i watched Transformers yesterday. OMG, i'm turning into a geek. O_o'. The worst part is, i hate to admit it, but.. it was actually really really good. :) haha. samson was right. :P oh, and i HATE TO ADMIT THIS, but.... kim was right. :D hahaha. The movie was a little long, that was the only downside. I found myself having to lean on samson's giant shoulders and try hard not to fall asleep. :D lol.
who would have EVER guessed that i'd watch Transformers and actually enjoy it?.. :D haha.


xoxo karen

*Tag, tag*

Ooh, just got tagged. :D LOL. more pictures.. these are when i was performing onstage. :) We sang, no, screamed "Almost" by Bowling For Soup.. If you look closely you'll see im not even wearing shoes cos i was SO TIRED running around. :S (this was towards the end of the night) :P

I.S. Night!

Its over! :) and i cant believe i'm saying this, but i actually really had fun. :) LOL. Granted, i WAS running around like a crazy person helping out Queenie and all, but still. :) haha.. do you have ANY IDEA how HARD it is to run in heels?? i didn't either. But now i know only too well. :D haha. We had to run in and out of the ballroom to look for the Best Dressed nominees and get them to come outside and pose for more pictures. And we had 5 minutes or so to run in, search for them, take the pictures, and put everything into Powerpoint slides. Queenie and i were pretty much ready to cry with frustration. :S lolx.

But it wasn't all work, really. I did get to sit down for like 10 minutes. :D haha. and i did get to eat ONE bowl of rice. :D lolx. i'm exaggerating. But overall, it was a nice night. There were girls who came in AMAZING dresses. and the place was nice as well.. it would have been a perfect night if i was a graduating senior. :) I did my performance and thankfully i didn't screw up, and in fact i actually had fun. :) lol. so many smileys in this blog entry. :D haha.

and not to mention, i actually got to hang out with him for a bit. :D hahaha. i still can't believe how incredibly sweet he was. He must have seen me running around like crazy and not having a moment to myself, which was why he actually asked me if i had eaten and if there was anything he could do to help me. And so i got him to help me to count votes and stuff. :) but it was just so sweet and thoughtful because he was like with all his friends and so i really didn't expect that he would even notice me, let alone offer to help me out. Which brings about the thought... wouldn't he make an awesome boyfriend? :) any girl would actually be pretty lucky to have him. :P haha.

I've often been asked the question, what is the sweetest thing a guy has ever done for you? and now i think i can actually answer that question. :) he's not my boyfriend though, that's the most ironic part. But what he did totally made my night. :)

xoxo karen

P.S. some pics i did manage to take. Not many. But i do have some in other friends' cameras that im waiting for on facebook. :D

Pre-Prom.. :P

i had a typical saturday with nothing exactly interesting to type, but i'm just typing cos i feel like it. :P hmm.. what did i do today.. lazed, slept, ate.. went jamming.. went to church.. umm.. DID NOT go shopping unfortunately. :( i believe in retail therapy and the comforts it brings. :D lolx.

Its IS night tommorow! I tried on my dress just now, finally, and finally cut off the price tags. :D lol. Thank God it still looks the same. i didnt get fatter or anything. ahem. O_o" lol. and i think i might just enjoy tommorow night. :D lolx. that is, if i remember everything. I seem to have a knack for forgetting important things. Ticket, phone, purse. etc etc. oh, and i almost forgot. camera! see what i mean... O_o" lols..

fingers crossed that tommorow night goes well. :D

xoxo karen

Never thought i'd choose this.. :P

i am EMO. lets see.. black fingernails.. silence.. and evil thoughts in my head. :D lol. No, really.. i was positively QUIET today. :P i just didn't feel like talking. You know how sometimes you get days of extreme hyperness, when you laugh at everyting and anything? and then there are days when you just don't feel like talking to anyone and you just wanna sit in a corner quietly.. today was the latter for me. That, and I've also been extremely bitchy and evil to everyone. especially samson. LOL. samson, if you're reading this, I'M SORRY.. :( i just needed some time to cool down and get over my embarassment.

yes yes im still embarassed. :P but after i remember the pep talk the other night from Natasha, the facebook wall post, im feeling slightly better. :) lol. I'm leaving soon! In like 12 days not counting today! :P oh, and i've also found apartment-mates for when i'm in college in KL. whee! Just perfect. :) i no longer have to worry about sharing a house with total strangers. Now i have friends to share with! :) lol.

I'm totally looking forward to it. I know i picked such a long tough road for myself, choosing to do medicine, what with the many many years of constant studying, but now that i've chosen it, im so excited. I genuinely want to help people and heal sick people and all that. I've always wanted to pick a career where at the end of my working life, i'll be able to look back and realised that i've made a difference in other peoples' lives. I don't want to be stuck in a job that i hate and have to dread going to every single day.

And not to mention, i'll get to learn fascinating things.. doctors i've talked to are always saying that medical school is totally awesome.. :) such a long tiring road ahead, i'm sure, but then if God chose me to do this and made me decide to choose this for myself, then i trust that He will see me through it and i really won't have to do it all alone. :) whenever i feel even slightly doubtful of what i've chosen, i think about this fact and i feel all better, knowing that i've made the right decision.

xoxo karen

Argh.. Humiliation.. :(

OH GOSH. Well, today has been a solidly crappy day. :P lol. Okay. If today was a day dedicated to humiliate me, then congratulations everyone, you did your job really really well. :) haha. I don't know. Was i the ONLY ONE who noticed that at the whole table he was the ONLY ONE not saying ANYTHING?? i mean seriously. Did he seem even HALFWAY excited to be there. I don't think so. It was so awkward i could practically hear crickets. O_o" and now the next problem is, i doubt i could ever look at him without wanting the ground to open up and totally swallow me. :P yes, it was that bad. :P

I know that maybe you guys meant well. Im not angry. i'm just very very embarassed. :P HE DOES NOT LIKE ME. and no amount of bugging him will ever change that fact. so just leave it alone, never repeat it and maybe i will be able to live through the whole embarassing episode. O_o"

xoxo karen