i dont like thinking about the future.

making plans and anticipating and trying to make everything happen.

i like keeping my expectations low so whatever happens wont affect me in a negative way.

but with you i dont shy away; not from confrontation, from telling you what i feel, from making spontaneous plans and not so spontaneous ones.

With you i dont mind planning and imagining what my future is going to be like.

although , really, that scares me to no end.