tj aru

i went to the beach yesterday.

Oh how I've missed the feeling of sand between my toes and the salty smell of the sea. :) Its something I'm always going to miss when I'm in India.

So my dad and I jogged along the shore for AGES. It felt really good! (we ran barefoot in the sand. :D) and I couldn't resist chasing after crabs when I saw them running (running? Whatever) on the sand. And my dad caught me a fish! It was blind, kesian kan, poor fish. :C

Haha I just woke up so my words are like kinda weird and unrelated right now. :P

The water looked so inviting ;)

Kid on the beach playing with bubbles :D

Hah and oh, now I have a fever because I spent too long under the sun. :C Sigh.

xoxo ♥

I LOVE HIM

(sighs happily.)

Sabah ♥

I am home! :D :D

It feels like a dream, lol. So weird to be sleeping in my own bed and to FINALLY have HOT water when I mandi! And the INTERNET. is. so. fast. Oh gosh. I feel happy. :D

Brownie my dog got A LOT fatter, I feel abit shocked actually, she looks so fat. I think I should make her exercise haha. On the other hand my mum was like @.@ when she saw me cause she says I look thin. :D HAHA bagus. lol.

KTT people, I miss you! but its ok la, we can still meet on the 30th after all, right? :) For now I'm gonna stay home and be a pig, eating everything I can get my hands on haha.

Some graduation pictures? I took loads but I'll just post a few cos i'm LAZY. :P

Bibi. kisses. ♥

These girls made me cry cos I'm gonna crazy miss them. :(

Monkeys. ♥

hahaha oh amy, tak jadi pulak our plan. :O

And thats all for now, continue when I'm not so lazy hihihi. :D

the blue toenails are mine. ♥

things i love.

• the feeling you get when you laugh so hard you can't even breathe.
• counting the stars at night and trying to spot constellations.
• hours of endless conversations with close friends.
• road trips.
• screaming and head banging in karaoke.
• walks on the beach at night.
• taking photographs to capture those perfect moments.
• getting to know someone.
• Laughing at jokes that don't even make sense.
• walks under the rain.
• hugs. :)

its just life, live it. ♥

two more days. I'm going to miss these girls. :C

7 days and counting.

one more week brownie dear, one more week. C:

14 days

TWO MORE WEEKS! FASTER PASS BY LA PLEASE, I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUTTA HERE D:

Suddenly felt like posting a vain picture. :b

In church, we have..

A FLUFFEH PUPPY!!!!! :D

Loves loves loves. ♥

xoxo

i is sad. :C

time passes by so fast I just can't believe it. I feel like I just got here, barely settled in, and then I look at the calender and its like, OMG, its 3rd of may already. I'm flying back on the 28th, meaning I have around 25 days to hang around here and see my friends, and then BAM its back to KK, back to my family and dogs, and then probably a month later, time to leave Malaysia. :C

I FEEL SO SAD!

I feel like finally I'm growing up and getting OLD (OMG) and I have to actually start studying to be a doctor soon! D: it all sounds so serious and I really feel like.. I'm not ready. :(

I'm not ready to say bye to my family and friends and my country! Not to mention my freedom! :P I'm not ready to be so serious and stuff, I'm pretty much still like a kid actually. :P

ARGH SO SAD AND TERRIFIED GOT NO WAY TO PUT IT ALL DOWN INTO WORDS.

oh but the only silver lining on my cloud of despair and misery? :P I don't have a boyfriend, so that's one less person to say goodbye to. :)