Day 1.

Dear best friend.

Lemme just say, it amazes me to realise that I haven't seen you in over a year. Cliched as it sounds, I think time really does fly by.

We've known each other for years now, and I think my favourite thing about you is the fact that you NEVER judge me. I may make decisions you don't particularly like, but at the end of the day, you give me space to decide things on my own.

Best of all, you NEVER say you're fine with a decision i make and then secretly resent it or hope i change my mind. I love that you're honest and sincere. :) I think it's the basis of every friendship, and probably the reason why ours lasted so long.

You probably already know this, but this year at the birthday party my college friends planned for me, i wasn't SO touched by the party that i cried, but the thing that DID reduce me to tears was watching a skype video of you wishing me happy birthday. :) *awwww. ;p

I'm sorry i've been so crappy at keeping in touch. :P but thank you, thank you

for being the one friend i can always count on. The constant in my life. I know I can go to you no matter what's going with me, and you'll understand.

I'll see you in december, darling, I can hardly wait. ;)

xoxo ♥

less than 6 hours sleep. Later today I'm going to regret it. :P

Am listening to Vanilla Twilight. AND its on replay. A totally ngam song if I'm in love, which I'm not, but what to do. :P Its super pretty. (:

I decided to start my 30 days challenge la, cos I'm bored and cos I want to. ;p

xoxo

So, I have NOT stopped moving since 10 am today.

NOT EXAGGERATING! Right after exam, rushed upstairs to grab Pinkie and Peanut (now got new names, lol, Thistle and Dandelion.)

Then shower and go KTM at 11.

KL Sentral to check out train tickets to Kedah.

Midvalley. Eat.

WALK NONSTOP SEARCHING FOR THE PERFECT CLUTCH (but couldn't find, boo hoo.)

Eat dinner. Walk again.

Took the 10pm train.

Sampai KTT jam 11 plus plus.

CLEAN THE HOUSE AND PACK ALL MY CRAP TO GIVE MY FRIEND TOMORROW.

I'm so tired! But I switched on my laptop anyways cos tommorow I'm giving it to a friend. And I won't be touching it til DECEMBER when I'm back in Sabah. Thats ages away! So yeah, no updating this blog til december, lol.

I saw TWO awesome pairs of shoes today but couldn't buy them, i'm so sad. One pair of SUPER fluffy slippers from La Senza (thats right, they make shoes, not just lingerie, LOL) and another pair of shoes with FREAKING BLING ON IT! from Playboy. SIGHS.

I'm NEVER gonna have enough shoes, NEVER EVER EVER.

okay too tired to think any more. XD

xoxo karen

So. A Levels are officially over. (:

I feel SORTA free? but still there's a heavy weight on me, and there it stays until results come out in February. Do you know, I've already started getting nightmares? I dreamt of failing my statistics paper. And I freaking love maths, so it made me feel depressed dreaming it. sighs again.

So now I kinda can't wait to go back to Sabah. Like OMG its been a year and a half since I came here and now its all over!

I'm feeling a tiny little bit.. um.. sad? HAHA. I'm going to miss my classmates. I really am. Oh and to show how much I love them, I'm going to post a WHOLE BUNCH of pictures. ;) (I have a whole folder in my laptop, of class pictures, haha, alu8 are cam-whores.)

<3

My best friend. ;)

Oh I remember this. The monkeys bullied me cos I dunno how to eat with my hands. :(

:) aren't we cute, haha. mmg mcm monkey.

ICS event.

This is not the prettiest pic but its my fave cos there's a very clear picture of the three monkeys. ;D

oh God please let me meet the cut off point, i wanna come back next year. :(

xoxo

"What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be, but put them together side by side, and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. "What if?" I don't know how your story ended, but if what you felt then was true love, then its never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like, a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for, but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I would have the courage to seize it.

-LETTERS TO JULIET-

I cried til my eyes bengkak. ;P

xoxo

PHYSICS p5.

such an annoying paper. sighs.

left hand fingertips hurt so much its hard to type. But last night was super fun, eyra. ;D

oh and i've been so accident prone recently. woke up few days ago with a HUGE red slash on my face. Its painful and swollen til today, I think I scratched myself in my sleep, sigh. I FEEL SO UGLY.

And woke up this morning with insect bites on my arm. fml.

xoxo

GONNA DO THIS AFTER EXAM

Write a letter to these people:

1. Your best friend

2. Your crush

3. Your parents

4. Your sibling

5. Your dreams

6. A stranger

7. Your ex-boyfriend

8. Your favourite Internet friend

9. Someone you wish you could meet

10. Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

11. A deceased person you wish you could talk to

12. A person who caused you alot of pain

13. Someone you wish could forgive you

14. Someone you drifted away from

15. The person you miss the most

16. Someone thats not in your state/country

17. Someone from your childhood

18. The person you wish you could be

19. Someone that pesters your mind- good or bad

20. The one that broke your heart the hardest

21. Someone you judged by their first impression

22. Someone you want to give a second chance to

23. The person that gave you your favorite memory

24. The person that you know is going through the worst of times

25. The friendliest person you knew for only one day

26. Someone that changed your life

27. The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to

28. The last person you kissed

29. The last person you made a promise to

30. Your reflection in the mirror.

:) betcha cant wait to see what i write ;D

xoxo

chemistry was soooo bad, time for me to cry. :(

And to make things worse? Right after the paper can't terus go home and be depressed (haha), a JPA officer came and talked to us about the ahem, consequences, of not passing the cut-off point- have to pay back JPA everything :PPP.

HAHA so comforting, right after the crappiest paper she go tell us like that :P

I dunno la. WHY CHEM SO DAMN SUSAH WAN? :(

Or maybe I'm just being a drama queen. Ah whatever.

2 more to go.

xoxo

PHYSICS PAPER 4, DONE.

(i kinda think it was ok-ish but im still scared wth.)

8 more days, peoples, and we shall be free! :)

on the plus side, my charger finally arrived! yaaaay. was gonna camwhore, but ahhh after chem paper lah. malas pula.

walnut i miss you xoxoxoxo.

love karat.

p/s nader dear, (if you read this) i seriously cannot wait to go shopping man. this exam is killing me.

back to sabah: 11th december. *smiles

i haven't been online in ages, and thats because my broadband decided to die on me. T.T

NEVER EVER USE CELCOM BROADBAND. IT IS TERRIBLE, I SWEAR.

ended up buying ktt wifi. quote sjp in sex and the city 2, oh, how the mighty have fallen. :P

My papers the other day went alright. math was easier than expected, bio was a bit harder than i'd braced myself for, but I know God was by my side, and i think i'm going to be just fine. :)

Chem p5 tomorrow and Stats. I HATE chem p5. its usually super hard but oh how i pray it'll be easy just this once.

okays then, off to cook. These days its like i'm CONSTANTLY hungry and I'm CONSTANTLY eating, i'm gonna be a whale soon, seriously.

xoxo!