SHOPPING TODAY!

One of life's many pleasures. (:

So Shana and I took the train right and I went in and spotted an empty seat. And just as I was about to sit down, the kid sitting the seat next to the empty one, stuck out her leg and I totally tripped and fell flat on my face. :(

LOL kidding. I didn't FALL but I did stumble and yell cause it shocked me. =.= Argh. I don't like kids. :( so small and yet able to make me miserable. :P

ANYWAYS. I had a good day! Bought YET ANOTHER pair of heels (I love shoes :D) and yet another pair of black skinny jeans. And other stuffs. Its been awhile since I shopped with a fellow girly girl. :)

So many KTT-ians in MV, it was actually kinda funny. :P

I was gonna type more but I just found something much more interesting to concentrate on. :P HAHA. byes!

xoxo karen

Karen Lui is awesome!

i KNOW! :DD uisehmaaaaaan. :D HAHAA

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Hahah, (I wish I'm a rich guy) ahaha, when are you coming back KK?

september. :) AHA! you're from kk. who are you?.. :P

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who do you think i am? uisehmaaann... :P

SASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

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helppppp D:

I just came home from a kinda crazy birthday party involving water, tea, coffee, cake and cola all in one bucket and poured all over the unfortunate birthday girl. :D (and i was kinda sorta involved. :P) HAHA but anyways.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOGILA!

I know you don't read this but anyways I love youu I hope you enjoyed it, xoxo :)

I was gonna upload a pic but seriously the internet is bugging the hell n outta me, so freaking slow. And I'm typing in the dark, also a source of annoyance cos I make horrible typos. :p

Anyways. Mid sem's over, thank God. I studied like hell beforehand, made a couple of careless mistakes, so careless I wanna kick myself. But I guess thats how you learn right. :) uisehmannn. :P HAHA.

Bio is starting to seem so interesting cause well, I'm gonna be a doctor anyways. Chemistry is FINALLY starting to make sense! And Physics, I'm finally beginning to realise how it's involved in EVERYTHING around us. OH MY GOD it has finally happened, I've become a nerd. No longer a bimbo-slash-nerd, but a full time nerd! (bimbo went away when I chopped off my hair and its growing so soon I wont be Rusty anymore, just karen. :P)

All this while its been about exams and memorising without actually caring what I was reading about. Now for the first time I'm beginning to realise its about knowledge, its about understanding why and how things happen. I wish I realised this earlier, it would have made high school and the past year of college a whole lot more fun. Its STILL about exams, of course, but then my dad was right, you have to love something to be able to do well in it.

Oh and that reminds me, AS results day is looming closer and closer, and I'm scared. Like I know I prayed and did my best, and God is gonna take care of everything else, but I can't help it. Its my future. Everything depends on that exam and the one in 3 months time.

The burden is seriously so overwhelming at times. I pray to God for strength because I really can't do this alone. I'm scared, I'm lacking confidence, and I freeze in exam halls. The simplest thing becomes an issue cause I constantly question what I remembered. example physics today, gravitational field strength formula also can forget. for the record, g=GM/r2. :D I just thought it would be more complicated than that. :P

Am starting to ramble. I'm often like this when anxious or scared or nervous. :P

xoxo karen.

Do you think you'll marry a guy rich enough to take ou to Spain? XP

HAHAHA what a question. :D well, idk. i sure hope so. anything is possible, right? ;) HAHA..

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Ooo, is India that good with medicine? a friend of mine went there to study something related to medicine a year or 2 before as well i think..

they say its one of the best, so.. idk, we'll see. :)

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Ooo, what are you gonna take in India? Haha, Spain! I wanna go there too someday!

in india, medicine. :) haha hopefully la. Oh yes spaiiiiiin! :D maybe i'll marry a guy rich enough to take me there. :D HAHAHA

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what was the worst mistake you had ever made and did you ever regret whatever you had done in the past?

i dont think i've made any HUGE mistakes yet. No mistakes that cant be fixed. ;) hmm. but no, i don't regret whatever i've done before cos at the time i did it, it felt right to me. :) haha. does that make sense? :P

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i answered a couple of questions on formspring a moment ago.

But...

They disappeared to God knows where. I have no idea why. Oh well. :p

Some question about mistakes and regrets. :P

anyways.

xoxo rusty

If u were given free return flight tickets to any place in the world of your choice, where would you go?

hmm. spain! Because Lionel messi is there. :D and and spain has so many hot footballers. :D LOL kidding. Actually I think i would wanna get tickets to go back to my hometown. :)

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What course are you taking at the moment and how long more do you have at it?

umm. a levels at the moment. and i have only a few more months to go- til nov to be exact. :) and then if i pass my cut off point im headed to india. :D

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I'm so sorry!

I wanted to post you a happy birthday wish yesterday! But I was so caught up in the event last night, I simply had no time. I'm sorry!

So anyways. Here goes. (better late than never right)

This is the 2nd year I'm not celebrating your birthday with you. And really only God knows how much I wish I could. But anyways I'm happy you finally received my present! (just as I was starting to curse Poslaju :P)

Most of all I thank you for constantly being there. I can safely say you are my inspiration, you are my idol and in my eyes really you are my hero. :D I remember all the smallest most insignificant memories. Like how you taught me to ride a bike. All the island trips, the long long rides up to Kundasang and Kudat. And of course, you even taught me to drive a car :)

When I was younger I constantly fought with you. I remember clearly how I would rebel for no other reason than to just piss you off. I was the worst kid, seriously, I know I was, but still you were always there. You, with the lame jokes only a dad could tell. With the fierce protectiveness of his only daughter. I used to think it was so embarrassing to not be able to go out like all my other friends were able to. Its only now I finally realise its not me you don't trust, but the people out there with bad intentions you just can't protect me from.

I remember all the lessons you taught me, mostly by example. Like how I should never forget where I come from, and how I should treat everyone equally regardless of their race or religion or status in society. I remember how you would give money to that homeless man near IS. It touched me that you could be so caring to a complete stranger.

And I remember how I called home crying last year because I was so disappointed at my physics results. And you were so calm, you didn't yell nor tell me I was stupid (although I obviously was) you just told me that you believed in me, that I could do it. I cannot even say how much that meant to me at the time.

For the smallest things. Buying me food after school when I was in IS. I miss those long drives home stuck in traffic. I miss changing the radio station in the car and cranking up the volume to annoy you. And of course, it touches me that you are the only person in the world who calls me beautiful and gorgeous and probably means it. :)

I could go on and on and on because the memories in my head are so crowded! You are a big part of my life and you always will be.

I've said it before and I'll say it again, I'm a daddy's girl.

So here's to you, daddy. Happy birthday! again. I love you, xoxo.

ren (:

Of babies and eyes. :P

My eye has been extremely painful and I've been rubbing it all day. :/

So being the paranoid girl I am, I went to the doctor who told me I have an eye infection! :/ :/ He then have me medicine and 2 days mc so YAY tomorrow I'm staying home (because I'm a good girl and wouldn't wanna infect Bubu, Jojo, and my other innocent classmates, now, would I? *innocent smile*)

On a happier note,

BUBBLE HAD HER BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Two extremely ugly hairless red coloured THINGS. I'm half surprised she didn't decide to eat them outta the sheer ugliness of it all. :P (okay if Nader reads this she's gonna whack me. :P)

Anyways THAT'S what I meant when I said I have two kids. :P :P

HEHE. (:

Oh god. Horrible. I mean the moment I thought I'd forgotten about it, it just seems to come back to me, all the same feelings. Its so.. I don't know. Maybe you just don't forget about people just like that.

It was nice. It pretty much made my day. But. BUT. Its not messing with my mind. It was nice but thats it. I won't let it get to me.

I had the funniest IELTS class today. Where I forced Shana to ask Ferd what his favourite pet was and he announced "MONKEY!" to the whole class and we all laughed like hell. AND thats not all, apparently there's a MONKEY FESTIVAL in his hometown like OMG ROFL. I didn't believe him but he insisted it was true. :P

I don't know. Seriously is there such thing as a monkey festival? (he's from Kelantan btw. :P)

Whatev. Am gonna mkn ubat and sleeeeep now. Nights world. (:

xoxo rusty.

Between blue and green, which colour would u prefer?

pink! ;P ahaha kidding.. ummm.. green. :)

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Hey, whats the most important criteria do you llook for in a guy?

hmm. someone who can make me feel secure (: haha..

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About yesterday.......

After last night.

I am traumatized. :P And I was filled with this kinda sick feeling inside. Guilt perhaps?

I just feel like some things can be avoided, and next time I'm not going to forget it.

I just think like.. seriously God watches out for us. In every circumstance, whether or not we realise it, He just does. All the time people tell me that God looks after us, that He's always watching what we do and say, things like that. But it only feels real now, after having gone through what I did. When I think back, all the things that COULD have happened but didn't, I thank God.

I thank Him for looking out for me. I thank Him for hearing my prayers.

Psalm 23 comes to mind. "And though I walk the darkest path, I will not fear the evil one, for you are with me and your rod and staff are the comfort I need to know."

xoxo karen

I love this quote.

"If all I ate were salads every day, I'd shoot myself. Who cares if you can fit in your skinny jeans if you can't enjoy life and have something good to eat?

-Kristin Davis (from SATC)

:)

What Do Boys Like?

More like men.

Daddy's birthday, a couple of days away, no idea what to get.

SIGHHSSSS.

Shana's idea was the MOST awesome.

A BEDAZZLED SHUTTLECOCK.

SIGHSSSS again. :P

xoxo karen

Was hanging out with a few girlfriends today, that i actually don't know very well, but here's the thing you see, hanging out with people you're not that close with can be oh-so-interesting AND intellectually-stimulating because 1) they won't judge you. 2) You learn something new. :D

And as a group of girls gather together, the conversation will inevitably turn into either shopping, or boys.

Today was the latter.

I listened to my friends talk about their boyfriends, the random silly facts that you're not aware is coming out of your mouth because really, at that point all you can really think about is him.

The feeling is familiar. (:

I'm one of those girls who actually SMILE and I like listening to my friends' love stories. Its an inspiration, its sweet, and I know how it feels. :) I'm not one of those pathetic girls who can't stand being alone and feel jealous seeing other couples- LOL. just saying. ;P

I admire people who can last so long in a relationship. We're talking 1 year, 2 years, 3 years. Like OMG. I could never. Ever. It would be too boring! Except, well, I haven't really found the right one yet ANYWAYS. *am starting to ramble already*

Why was I writing this again? Oh, yeah.

I want someone who can put up with me no matter how unreasonable I decide to be. I want a risk-taker, the kinda guy who will take me on his motorbike just cause I wanna try it. I want someone who will never rush me into anything, who will say "I love you" and mean it, and a guy who would be willing to sit through dumb cartoons with me.

Impossible, yes?

When I find him, someone remind me to read back on this post. I think I would laugh. :P

xoxo! ♥

Oh happy thoughts.

Headache, one of those that feel like your skull's about to crack open. :P *drama queen* Swallowed a panadol, but to no avail.

On my not-so-happy days (yeap today was one, for various reasons) I try to think about things that have happened to me before that made me smile. Here are a few random ones, top of my head, that never fail to make me grin.

The time a guy bought me a HUGE-ass bunch of orchids and pink roses. They were so gorgeous. ;)

The time a guy wrote me a song AND SANG IT TO ME.

My trips to Sempang Mengayau, the breathtaking view will always make me miss home.

The many many MANY times Sasa and I laughed over a retarded/perverted/just PLAIN STUPID joke. :D

The way my hamster Bubble recognizes her own name and will come running to my fingers when she hears my voice. :)

Brownie and how I used to use her as a pillow when I watch TV.

Riding on one of those sand buggies with Derek, the rush was incredible (and we crashed. :P)

My brother's ridiculous imitations of stupid youtube videos.

The crazy boys in my class (even though I've seriously been called more names by them than I can count) :p

I'mma stop. Feeling better already, HAHA.

xoxo!

Slept at 5am cause I was watching the finals. And had class at 9-freaking-am.

The orange Nederlands papayas (sorry nader darling, I can't resist. :P) and the SUPER DROP DEAD SEXY SPAIN hotties! :D

OHMIGOD, Gerard Pique has officially stolen my heart. ;p

SO HOT. And that Spanish dude named Jesus. OMG HIS EYESSSSS.

SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! (seriously I did not know the Spain team consisted of SO MANY SUPER HOT GUYS. :))

I still love messi and argentina but whatever, i prefer spain rather than the papayas. HAHA.

Oh and qiqi cooked for me yesterday, AWWWWWW it was sweet of him and it was actually yummy. (: Sasa and I cook for you next time kay Qiqi? ;)

Am in a rush and unable to form proper sentences it seems. Am gonna meet some classmates and go for a walk at 5 so I'm typing this super fast. :P

EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED for no apparent reason. IDK. I've just had a good couple of days I guess. ;P

Random, but this is my current fave pic, nader you're a gooood photographer. :)

xoxo! rustyy ;)

Hellooo, world. :)

Been a week since I blogged. Been a week since I even switched on my laptop. Been busy? Kinda. Studied, slaved away trying to finish tutorials and miscellaneous questions and blah blah blah.

And oh misery, the fan in my house died. IDK why, as I was in my room when it happened. :P

Argentina lost! Oh, boo hoo. I know, old news, but still I totally love them because as I so often say, a true fan never deserts her team. :) :) MEANING I WILL LOVE ARGENTINA AND MESSI NO MATTER WHAT. So there. :D

Oh yeah and Taylor Lautner is so heart-stoppingly SEXY in Eclipse, seriously, I LOVE. :)

On the downside, my Bio lecturer is changing yet again! For the third time. :( And this current one, I happen to really like! HAHA so we held this farewell party for him, kinda, but the truth is, we just love any excuse for a party. :D Some pictures I did manage to take before my battery died. :P

What we got for our lecturer as a present. A picture of us and him in a gorgeous glass frame. :)

Us with absolutely nothing to do. ;p

And yet again. This pic was taken by the monkey in the picture below.

AIN'T HE ADORABLE?! :D OMG i hope he never reads this, he makes fun of me often enough as it is. :P

And THIS. Is ALU 8. :)

I love my classmates, there's not a single person I dislike in my class. They're lovely people and I'm like gonna miss them so much someday. (:

xoxo rusty!

P/S and oh, its my mom's birthday today SIGHSSSS I miss her so much. :(

Random updates ;)

HAHA guess I was feeling like a bimbo yesterday. ;D My nails look like Smarties!

Anyways.

SUCH a long week. Juniors orientation was over! Taught 2 girls a bit of sumazau, might have made a total fool of myself, haha, but it was fun. (: Congrats Amy's group, they were so adorable. :D

So many cute juniors! Both guys and girls. ;P

And then I'm selling all my old books. The reason I'm up early is also because I got some texts from juniors asking me about books. =.=

On a personal level.. I've FINALLY started to learn guitar! For real this time, hehe. Like my fingers are now constantly numb, the skin has peeled off and its bluish-black. :P hurts but in a good way cause OMG OMG I can actually play some songs, lol. The very first song I learnt was Better Man by Robbie Williams, its nice and so freaking easy. (: Then yesterday I moved on to Taylor Swift songs cause her songs are easy too, normally just four basic chords. I love. ♥ And also I never realised how hard it is to strum and sing at the same time, but I'm working on that.

Feels good to finally do something I've wanted to do for so long. ;P Sasa is a good teacher. :D

And in September, IN YOUR FACE TON, I'm gonna be so awesome in guitar, you'll be SHOCKED. :D

And oh, Peanut is a boy. I thought he was a girl. Guess I'll be expecting little baby hamsters soon. ARGHHHHH.

Argentina's big match tonight against Germany. HAHA Messi is gonna kick ass! :D I hope. I'm gonna watch the match in the student lounge, don't care that it'll be full with all the guys and OMG its gonna be so excitingggg! :)

Oh, and Poh Ly (that's my junior btw) is out at Midvalley, I hope she has fun. (: Its nice being a junior, lol. No guilty feeling when you go out and have fun, unlike a senior like me.

Am in a good mood. Think I'm gonna search for guitar chords. :P

xoxo karen