Personal Taste ♥

i ♥ this series. The first ever korean series i actually like. :p

LEE MIN HO IS SO HAWT!

update!

So Christmas has come and gone, and this year, although I wasn't expecting it, I got a DSLR!(wasn't expecting, because of my little accident with the car ;p) The Canon EOS 550D to be exact. ;D So the past couple of days involve me sitting around at home trying out the camera and actually learning to take photos. Its so hard! Especially to understand all the terms and blahblahblah but I'm determined to learn so yeah. :D

Pictures!

TINY Starbucks cup! Looks exactly like the real thing though. (:

And oh yeah, I blinged my guitar.

And the puppy next door has amazing blue eyes! :)

xoxo ♥

Jingle bells. :3

Headed to church in awhile. Must go crazy early to ensure that I don't sit outside. Sabahan Catholics are a kiasu bunch I swear. ;p anyways, merry Xmas everyone! Although I'm a couple of hours early. ;)

Xoxo Karen

Rant.

Soooo.. I smashed the back light of my car today. (not to mention the hugeeeee scratch along the side of the car)

Oh and dad doesn't know yet.

Damn. :p

*edit*

I told dad about the car. He was like "Ohhhh, well be careful next time you drive la.. blahblahblah". And then when all was forgiven, I sat on his glasses and broke them.

F.M.L.

shopaholics. ♥

How i spend my days.

Re-read books I've read a million times. *sighs.

Of random updates.

And thats why carolling is awesome. (: (i got the muffin from someone's house heheh.)

Okay so I've been super lazy. I didn't even continue my 30 day challenge. D:

*forcing myself to THINK and type something of substance.*

Oh and Tatianna's back. I can't wait to see you honey! :D and I was over at Derek's last night watching the guys play DJ Hero. Hmm. It was amusing. Although I refused to play for fear of making a TOTAL fool of myself. :|

Oh yeah. Caroling lasted 6 nights in a row, I was beyond exhausted after that. :( But it was very different from my high school caroling. I didn't enjoy myself AS MUCH. And didn't have the confidence to play guitar. Maybe next year, hmm? :) And anyway, our guitarist Michael (he's OLDDDD got wife and 2 kids my age okay) is AMAZING and learnt ALL BY HIMSELF since the age of 18. Inspiring! And he's crazy. Like he tells the most retarded jokes. And sings Muppet songs to himself. Needless to say he gets on well with my dad *rolls eyes*

a group pic.

Mid-song. LAST HOUSE, LAST DAY. no wonder I look disheveled. All the carefully applied makeup melt of my face already. :|

WE ARE AWESHUMM. ♥

karen ♥

spongebobs.

ZOMG. ♥

Sejarah. :O

I know its tiny and hard to read but click to enlarge (i think) or make the page bigger so can read. Its just too funny to pass up. XD

This takes sejarah to a whole new level of retardedness. ;P

The Kitteh

I seriously am obsessed with all things Hello Kitty. :O

2 guitar picks and a pair of earphones. ;D

xoxo

P/S Lusting over the Maybelline Hello Kitty mascara. *sighs

sesame street ♥

i ♥ oscar.

Day 5.

Dear dreams.

While there are many of you in my head, I think you are not as complicated as most people perceive you to be. Some of you have finally, painstakingly become a reality while others are still floating about only in my mind.

People tell me to dream big. Have huge, outta this world dreams. But my real dreams are somewhat disappointing, maybe. ;p

I dream of becoming a doctor. To save lives because life is altogether too short and in saving others' lives, I feel like I am doing something meaningful with my own.

I dream of FINALLY visiting my birthplace in Nottingham, cause I'd like to see for myself if it really is as pretty as in the pictures.

I dream of visiting the Galapagos Islands (near South America) to pet a giant tortoise. :D

I wish that there would be no more cruelty to animals. At all.

Maybe a family someday? Or whatever God decides for me. I leave it all up to Him. (:

Most of all, I just want to be happy.

xoxo

All I want for Christmas.

• fly to India next year.

• a new pair MANY pairs of Nine Wests. ;p

• For 2011 to be a better year than 2010 was. (:

• Lose 8kg.

• a boyfriend? :)

xoxo karen ♥

oh i love ♥

Langkawi *kiss kiss

Day 4.

Dear sibling.

As I type this I can hear you singing to yourself while you strum your guitar. Totally off-key. No doubt, you're doing it on purpose to annoy me. *rolls eyes.

When I saw you in KL the other day I was shocked. I don't know what I was expecting, but certainly not this. You're HUGE. As in tall and built. I mean I know you're not a skinny 5 year old anymore, but to my head that's how you'll always be depicted. When you're all old and married one day perhaps I'll still look at you as the skinny kid you used to be.

My little brother.

You're OLD now! And I know for a fact that you've got a girlfriend. (a fact that baffles me ;P) but anyways. We don't have a touchy- feely relationship (ours is more like, you touch me and I punch your FACE!) but well, erm, I'llalwaysbethereforyouifyouneedme. OK? :)

hehe.

I ♥ you ton ton. :D

xoxo

*yawn.

Out with Sam, Derek, Kim and Clarissa.

KK is sooooo erm, boring. compared to KL shopping malls. Where are the people?? And the shoe shops?? :(

Haha don't get me wrong, I love KK to bits. Its my home and always will be. But the shopping malls are undeniably, not as nice as KL's. :)

Anyways. Night 3 of caroling is tonight!

*crosses fingers and hope got food. I skipped lunch and am gonna skip dinner heheh.*

p/s no, i don't care if i get fat cause i'm not fat now anyways. just sayin'. ;)

xoxo ♥

YAY :)

I've changed my blog template!

I was gonna customize it even more, like put pictures and stuff but I got too lazy. Oh and I'm hungry.

I quite like this template though.

:) xoxo karen

p/s will tambah more posts later. After I eat. Wheeeee.

day 3.

dear parents.

Let me start by saying a humongous thank you.

My whole life, I have been sheltered and protected. I used to feel that you guys were being overprotective but after I started college and had to live on my own and face problems by myself did I realise how much I had taken you guys for granted.

Freedom meant everything to me when I was in high school. Freedom to drink into oblivion, to stay out all night and to do anything I wanted, just like my friends. And while it used to be a pain in the ass, now I am so grateful that you did not allow me to do so. Thank you for setting boundaries and in the process helping me to be where I am today.

Dad, thank you for being around. I know you work hard to provide for us. But thank you for still being a family man in the process. Taking time to sit around and play with the dogs with me. It means a lot because I know not everyone has the privilege of having a father around.

Mom. Thank you teaching me to be strong. The year when you got sick was the worst year in my life so far. Watching you become thin and pale, puking after your chemo sessions was more than I could take at times. It was that year we began going back to church, remember? God plans everything to happen for a reason. And thank you, mom, for staying strong and surviving. You know we could not have been able to cope without a mother in our lives. I love you. ♥

I'm sorry for the times I was a monster. I really was. I remember. And I won't elaborate because some things are best left forgotten, yes? :)

i love you both!

love, karen

did you get me a present? Its christmas :DD..n i don wan gula gula

TAK TAU MALU.

:P

Ask me anything

graduation. ♥

so i uploaded on fb but here, i tried choosing those i didn't uploas on fb. :3

:)

i still think we look unnaturally WHITE here. D:

camwhore thru mirror, didn't realise sasa was behind. XD

ALU8 girls. ♥

i miss nader. :(

♥

i miss the monkeys already.

xoxo ♥

day 2.

so, this refers to the thirty day challenge. (i've already done day 1, the best friend one.)

Dear crush.

I think I have not met you yet. I wonder when I will. I wonder if I have already met you, except my scarred little heart can't comprehend it and doesn't know it yet. Dramatic, I know. You're gonna have to get used to that, you know. I am a drama queen.

Anyways, back to what I was saying. Oh yeah. Assuming I have already met you, I'd just like to say that I may be difficult at times, and I find it hard to trust guys. I have this feeling that all guys are retards out to make me fall in love, and then trample on my heart. (The last one broke it pretty bad, blame him, its all his fault bwahahaha). If you're really the one for me, you will be patient and bear with me.

I hope you accept my flaws and inspire me to improve, not change me into a clone of the girl you wish you have.

I hope you will love animals just like me. (:

I hope you understand my love for shoes. (:

Most of all I hope, in my heart, you won't give up halfway like all those before you.

:)

xoxo karen

*finally got my laptop back am super in a good mood gonna upload all my photos*

Whole bunch of pictures but due to laziness, i'm gonna slowly upload in parts lol.

genting, with Sasa, Shana and Michelle. ♥

i'm so sorry sarah darling, it was too funny to resist uploading. :D

we all super lazy to take pics. having too much fun i guess? ;p

xoxo karen.

2 days to sabah. :)

Back in KL! I'm so tired la hate KL, wanna go back to Sabah.

Sighs. :(

But sg was ok la. So many many nice shoes!!!! :D

Xoxo Karen

Playing with the iPad again :)

So I shamefully admit, I gave in to temptation and bought yet another pair of shoes. D:

They are everlast sneakers, my fave. :) I loved my last pair so much, I used them till the bottom berlubang and I was considering taping the bottom just so I can continue using them. :/ *embarrassed.

Anyways! The shoes were 60% off, so, whatever la. :D am gonna get a job in Sabah to earn back wat I spent this hols. :p any suggestions what kinda job I should look for? (:

Oh and Jeremy called today, for awhile. It felt good to hear from him. :) I think he's an idiot who picks on me way too much, but I do miss him loads. ;p

And today, well.. The weirdest thing. I think so many things still do remind me of him, just flashes of things I mean. I try not to think but memories have an annoying way of sneaking up on you at the most unexpected times. :p but I know there are no more feelings, there haven't been since months ago. It's just a matter of forgetting it all. The best way, go back to Sabah where there are no reminders. :)

On the plus side, despite the remembering, I felt happy this morning. Not going to elaborate, it's hard to say, but.. thank you. :). I have days when I feel crappy about myself, and today you chased those feelings away. (:

Xoxo.

:)

Am finally in my own blog againnnn! :) and I'm typing with my (stealing it from my dad) iPad!! :D

I didn't think an iPad would be this awesome. If I know earlier I would have demanded one ages ago! :D

Oh, but now still ain't too late ;)

Soooo, after graduating I've been moving non stop. Langkawi, which was so pretty omg, and then penang which was so butt-numbingly boring I dunno why I decided to go in the first place. My parents and brother flew over to kl last night and we're just lepaking around kl at the moment, then Singapore, and finally balik Sabah. Aish. I seriously tak sabar nak balik. :3

Okayy. Going to go out wandering around bukit bintang now. Bye darlings. :)

Xoxo Karen

Ps. I miss my ktt friends already.