I think I'm okay now.

I can't wait to go home and sleep in my own room and think properly in the silence.

I'm alone now, again.

But then I've never been afraid of being alone. The silence is comforting.

I think we rushed. It was a mistake to rush. And now it ended up like this. Again, I'm sorry.

Having you...... *type, backspace. type again. backspace some more.* I don't even want to put it into this blog, its way too private in my opinion. But yeah. It was like a dream.

I wonder if you still read this. Just in case you do.. I'll say.. thank you. It was hard for me but right now I think it was a lesson I needed to learn.

xoxo